일요일, 5월 18, 2008
Heh couldnt resist putting up the pics of these cuties. N i dun mean just the babies. ^^ Teukkie's new hairdo is gorgeous! Anyway the bois (together with sungmin and heechul) were playing daddies to these orphaned babies at the Dong-bang welfare center in Seodaemun to celebrate their first birthday. Poor kids~ How can anyone bear to give up such adorable children..?Hmm been trying to finish up my [hwangjini] recently and I really really have half the mind to stop watching it after the 9th episode. The flashbacks and every other minor thing that serves to remind me of eunho are just killing me. Argh.
The PD should just change the OST and not continue to reuse it!! Dang.
오즉여, 여즉오, 나는 너고, 너는 나라
백년 천년 변치 않을 약조,
그 아름다운 약조를 내 너에게 주마
백년 천년 변치 않을 약조,
그 아름다운 약조를 내 너에게 주마
The promise that Eunho gave to Jini, yet failed to abide by it til the very end..
I can even clearly recall his voice/tone as he said this. Did I ever mention that jang geuk suk has such a charismatic voice for his age? Especially when he goes all emo..even as chang hwe.
And my favourite flashback was when jini was ostracised by the other dancers in the middle of a performance before promptly launching into a solo crane dance with this on her mind: 'The happiness i had once felt dancing before you.. The feeling suddenly came back to me again. So I hope to dedicate this dance to you.. ' She had originally given up dancing for four years since Eunho's death as he had once asked her if it was possible she stopped dancing for other people because it was too beautiful.
I swear the sheer utterance of his name brought tears to my eyes.
I declare this show as the 3rd most heartbreaking drama i had watched so far. Well not in any particular order, but [alcohol land] and [fashion 70s] were the other two that were painful too. At least to me. Been on an emotional streak cos of the show these days that even [time of dog and wolf] seemed pretty depressing to me.
The worst thing is that after jang geun suk, i have to deal with kim jae won again. Ok i know hwangjini led a sad gisaeng life but still.. This is too much to bear! ㅠㅠ
Hmm with the exception of Saturday, life remains slack over at paya lebar during the rest of the week. And I am clearly under the impression that eunjun might be 'over-filtering' my students. Lol. Last week me and aneeta were waiting for our students to come and mine came first so i was like kinda half-grumbling, half-whining to eunjun that I didnt want class. I mean i said it for fun but he promptly grinned at me, said ok and went to exchange folders with aneeta! I was super surprised considering aneeta had an earlier class too while i din.
I appreciate his kindness but sometimes mr choi will look in and he kinda seems grumpy to see teachers with no class. So i feel abit paiseh.. And while I have many regular students with me at bukit timah including those who requested for me, it makes me seem rather 'unpopular' here, due to the lack of similar requests. But honestly speaking, I hardly see more than 6 students per day, not to mention to have enough time to strike up a rapport with each of them. I just need time k.
Ok and i have to admit that to other people, it appears I am on too good terms with eunjun, so he's always letting me slack. I have nothing to say if you have to think along that line but i trust eunjun to be more sensible than that and wun go too overboard with it (on the assumption that he IS really helping me). In any case, he's the more serious one during work.
Anyway i have finally received my acceptance email to yonsei university. Mixed emotions about this but right now its more of a consolation rather than anything else..